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Finding Out

 

When you told me about your affair

Even then you didn’t care,

All your acting and being cold-

It was me that was bold

It was so unjust, unfair.

 

Whatever you’ve put me through,

I’m so glad to be rid of you,

But all the things that you’ve done

And enjoyed all the fun

And all the people that knew.

 

I felt so embarrassed and small

And feeling two inches tall.

Making me believe

That the blame was on me

When it was you that was being the fool.

 

Although I was frightened and scared

Depressed, left out and thread bare,

You went behind my back

Night clubs, drugs, when in fact

I needed cash, but didn’t dare.

 

I know it was seldom perfect,

As so many times there was conflict.

But your poor attitude

And you being so rude,

Made me think it wasn’t worth it.

 

It was you that wanted divorce,

In the end it was me of course.

To make that decision

Without hesitation

But never looked back in remorse.

 

You rarely ever compromised,

If you ‘promised’ you seldom complied.

Go through life like this-

It’s you that’s taking the risk

So how can you be so blind?

 

The wife you stole from your brother,

The stories you’ve told to your mother

And the family you’ve used,

Have a short fuse

I’m so glad I’m no longer your lover!

 

Now I’m claiming, without a job,

It’s so hard to raise a few bob.

While you’re living it up

And I’m getting fed-up

I won’t give in and sob.

 

Well now the tables have turned

And I’m no longer concerned.

The anger I’ve had,

Now isn’t so bad.

I’ve gone through life and learnt.

 

Whatever you do with your life,

Whether she will become your wife.

Does she know that you lie

And you’re two-faced and sly?

When she learns it’ll cut like a knife.

 

The most important thing left undone,

Now that you’ve left home and run.

Your child loves you dearly-

Unable to think clearly,

Her dislike for you has just begun.

 

 

Mid 1991