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I try to understand

 

She loves you she hates you

She is so confused

She’s lost loved ones’ like yourself

Her Nan, Katrina, you

In a short time quite a few.

 

Your little girl now grown

I understand, but never know,

You only get snippets on the ‘phone

And seldom see her on her own

At times she must feel so alone.

 

She’s no longer what you left-a kid

Now almost a woman with points of view

So grown up the child is rid

Independent, a far cry from her crib

Her feelings from you she’s hid.

 

She’ll grow up with a listening ear

An attribute so rare

When you’ve only time for women and beer

You’ll ‘like’ her when you’ve made time to hear

But for now she’s deep in thought and tears.

 

If you’re lucky she’ll forgive your ways

She tries so hard to sit on the fence

But I know she can’t-her feelings won’t sway

At this time in her life her heart she’ll obey

Nothings’ black or white, to her it’s gray.

 

Still waters run deep

But more exposed than you

At least from her you’ll get a peep

And she’s not too proud to sit and weep

What you expect from her is just too steep.

 

One day you’ll wake up to her, a precious Gem

You’re lovely girl you hardly know

She’s been to hell and back again

She’ll never be the same again

You’ve never been around to explain.

 

 

Linda Lawrence

 

7th May 1994